we all run together

time running so fast . kan .. 


flashed back the time before , from the very beginning of our exam ,
 ( blan 6 kot ) .. untill we've reached our third paper . yesterday..




was microbiologyyy .. 
i entered the xm hall . tried to act cool , but i cant stop my heart from beating so fast like it wanna explode . i quess . 


like usual , taking my seat , making some prayer . just to chase away all the fear . (*siyes sangat cuak ) .
then , it all started . with the MCQ first , after 1 hour , we're given essay question to be answered for only 1 1/2 hour . what ? never mind , cool2 ~ u can do it .


tick . tock . tick . tock ..

ohhh  no , time was running so fast , there's a lot to be answered . 
wait , let me finished them all first . 
and yeah , my handwriting , the first page ok lagi , next page ok, next page ok , next .. oho , so cakar itik . (mintak2 those examiners diberi kemudahan, kelembutan hati masa check paper ak n9 ) . 
felt like mesin photocopy , what was in ur mind , just wrote it down on d paper .
xsempat pun nak fikir yang keliru , yang xleh jawab ke , more information ke . memang xsempat . (bagi ak la , others i dunno .they all excellant )


so ...  yesterday was a big disaster among my papersszzzZZ .. 
im running out of the time! .. d time provided , was not enough for me to write down all the answers .
even , i do not have time to recheck them all ( coz i've been spending so much  time to answer all the questions.)


sad , angry , frustated , afraid, they  were all mixed together. im just wanna go home to my fatherland , please .. let me pass pleaseeee .. (with the flying colour more afdhal , but it quite hard to get it .huh ) 

but papepown , rahmat Allah tetap ada . tak ada siapa tahu apa yang telah Allah rancangkan untuk kita . ada hikmah enshaAllah . yang penting , dunt stop praying n tawakal ..

we still have some more to fight . ganbate kundasai ! .May Allah bless us .enshaAllah ~ ..